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Why I Cheated by E.M. I got married 22 years ago. From the beginning, it was a disaster. I cheated 6 hours before I took my vows, but I decided to be a good wife and let the pass be the past. He was not a good and satisfying lover from the beginning and maybe that is why I cheated before we got married, or at least those were my reasons for cheating. He was never willing to make a total commitment to me; his mother came first, as well as his friends. Problems escalated sometimes into violence, and he became unfaithful and so I did the next best thing, I began to cheat openly. I am not certain whether or not I wanted to get caught, but I do know that I did not care. I look back on things now and I realize that I was in a lot of pain, not making up excuses for my behavior, but the pain from the marriage was great. We were not able to communicate at all. After a year, we had separate bedrooms. Somehow, I wanted him to talk to me, to love me, but the more attempts I made in that area with him, the more he drew away from me. He eventually left, came back, left again and this continued for a long time. I had the attitude that I was going to out do him in whatever he was doing. I was always told that a woman could look up a lot longer than a man can look down. I got tired though of running around, and decided to give my life to Christ, but it was too late. We had disrespected each other so bad; the foundation of the marriage had been destroyed. Everything that a marriage is based on was destroyed, and just like Humpty Dumpty, it could not be put back together again. The day we decided to get a divorce, we had no words to say. We were exhausted. We did not argue over property, money or anything. We were in pain, confused, hurt and just tired from it all. The day that he put the last piece of his belongings on the truck, I will never forget the expression on his face. There was so much pain. He looked into my eyes, I saw tears in his eyes and he knew as well as I did that it was over and we both were out of our misery. Did I learn from this? Yes. Would I cheat again? No. I would leave first. And yes men, women do cheat. We cheat while you are neglecting us, while you are beating us, or dating our best friend. It is harder for men to believe because they feel that their woman is "AT HOME" while they are cheating, wrong again. Walk in peace & Love! So what do you think? Let us know your thoughts, leave us some feedback!
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